Very strange awful weekend. Nana passed away Friday morning in the hospital. I had been there Thurs night and was hoping it would happen while I was there so she wouldn't be alone but it happened at 1am Friday. Funeral is all arranged and then we got snowed in. We are still banned from driving and the storm isn't over yet. As soon as we get out we need to spend some time in her apartment. Lots to do over there and no one is looking forward to it.
I have Monday and Tues off to for services and to help settle things. I feel like I am in a fog and it's on my mind constantly. I can't believe she will never come over while I am working again. No more Monday night dinners. And we're snowed in so we can't even do anything to take our minds off of it. I made turkey dinner last night and cheesecake after that. I cleaned the whole house and did all the laundry and I have a need to bake cookies. This is exhausting. I wish I could just go to a movie or something. I need a distraction. She was just here about 12 days ago eating fried shrimp.
Still 95 healthy years is something most don't get.
I guess I should go shovel. JOhn had surgery on his leg for his veins. 17 incisions. So most of this in on me. I just don't care to doit.
Sam, my heart is breaking for you. I wish there were some way I could help you right now. Sending lots of loving thoughts your way. ((((((((GREAT BIG HUGS))))))))))
Oh Sam I'm so sorry!!!! I know what a big part of your life she was Thinking of all of you during this difficult time my friend!!! ((((((((((HUGE HUGS)))))))))))
DS Ryan 06/22/03; DD Amber 04/05/04; DS Jacob 12/09/08; Emma 11/30/09
Aw Sam, I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for you. I always loved hearing you talk about her, I was amazed how fun she sounded at 95. Hope you get through the next few days ok. (((BIG HUGS))) Let us know how you are doing.
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DS - Dylan - June 17, 2003
DD - Dakota - November 3, 2005
DD - Savannah - September 25, 2007