Very strange awful weekend. Nana passed away Friday morning in the hospital. I had been there Thurs night and was hoping it would happen while I was there so she wouldn't be alone but it happened at 1am Friday. Funeral is all arranged and then we got snowed in. We are still banned from driving and the storm isn't over yet. As soon as we get out we need to spend some time in her apartment. Lots to do over there and no one is looking forward to it.
I have Monday and Tues off to for services and to help settle things. I feel like I am in a fog and it's on my mind constantly. I can't believe she will never come over while I am working again. No more Monday night dinners. And we're snowed in so we can't even do anything to take our minds off of it. I made turkey dinner last night and cheesecake after that. I cleaned the whole house and did all the laundry and I have a need to bake cookies. This is exhausting. I wish I could just go to a movie or something. I need a distraction. She was just here about 12 days ago eating fried shrimp.
Still 95 healthy years is something most don't get.
I guess I should go shovel. JOhn had surgery on his leg for his veins. 17 incisions. So most of this in on me. I just don't care to doit.