This past Thursday, my DH had a performance review at his job. Let's just say that it did not go well. They basically said that he has been putting forth almost no effort when he has been doing the absolute best that he can. There was absolutely no consideration for what we are going through right now with me being on bed rest. I'm not trying to use that as an excuse, but come on people. He is putting in over forty hours a week, plus everything at home and you say he is putting forth no effort????? They have nit picked over little details. I feel like they are looking for something to be wrong. They gave him a list of requirements (some ridiculous, others almost unattainable, some that he is ALREADY doing, and a couple that he could do to improve) that if he does not meet all of he will be fired or his resignation will be accepted. He said last night that they can fire him if it comes to that, he will not resign. I just wanted to scream at someone about it all. How much stress can one family handle????? I almost feel like if the baby was born now, maybe they would have a bit more compassion because we would have a baby in the hospital and not just a wife being lazy in a chair at home.
I am just trying my best not to completely break down as I type this right now. The kids really don't need to know about all this. So anyways, my DH has been working all day today trying to meet some of these requirement that he has to complete this week or he will be fired. I feel like if he is to consistently meet all of these requirements we will never see him. I am just feeling like maybe this job isn't worth all of this. But really, who wants to be looking for a new job right now and if we did have to do that, it would mean us moving again. I can't deal with that right now.