I am scared of my doctor telling me I have gained too much weight. I was always really thin until I got on Lupron, and then gained 45 pounds and only lost a small amount before getting pregnant because there was only a small time period. I gained ten pound last month, but it was the month I see the practitioner and she never mentions the gain. This month I have eaten ice cream soooooooooo many times and eaten out a bunch or just eaten a ton of whatever I am eating in general. I am sure I have gained a TON!!!!! I am just kind of depressed and my husband is out a lot and I have been using food as a way to make myself feel better, just seems like it's all I have some moments.
Anyway... I am sooooooo stressed about her telling me about it. Should I just get it out there first, tell her I know I have gained too much recently and why, or should I sit there nervously waiting for her to tell me. I know this sounds sooooo silly and unimportant, but I am seriously super embarrassed and stressed to the point where I am fearing my appointment.