Okay.. so I just didn't get how you could give birth on your hands and knees so I looked up a video ... I have been meaning to look up birthing videos anyway. I kind of wish I hadn't. This sounds awful, but that was the most disgusting and horrifically terrifying thing I have ever seen. I think it would be better going into not having any idea what that looked like. Should I watch more to try and desensitize myself to it or what? I am sooooo scared now.