So the 2ww has been somewhat bearable this month UNTIL I got a phone call today from my RE.
She said my progesterone level was 10 a week after I O'd. So this is good because it means I definitely O'd but my RE likes to see levels of at least 12 so I'm feeling discouraged.
The nurse was so sweet, still saying there is definitely a change I'm preggers, but just talking about the changes they are going to make to my meds next month if I'm not preggers is killing me. Staying pessimistic though our TTC has been relatively easy for me but after today I'm starting to go to the sad place again. I start thinking "What if I can't get pregnant off of just meds and trigger shots? Can we afford IVF? Can I handle the emotional journey of IVF? What if I can't get pregnant at all?" This plain stinks sometimes. Sorry for being a Debbie Downer but we're not sharing our TTC journey with anyone close to us so I had to vent. The witch needs to stay away and Sunday needs to get here fast!