Don't know how much longer I will be here...

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Don't know how much longer I will be here...

Well yesterday I started spotting and this morning I wiped and it was bright red :confused: So far it has only been spotting and has returned to brown, but I am cramping a lot today. I decided to stay home today since I had a miscarriage last December and I just don't want to go through that again and I'm an emotional wreck right now. This baby is soo wanted. I had a blood draw yesterday to check my levels, but I had a dream last night that they were on their way down. I do feel very wet down below and keep running to the bathroom expecting to find a lot of blood, but each time it is just spotting. I want to stay optimistic, but that is very hard having just experienced another miscarriage. I know last time it started with brown spotting and gradually became heavier and brighter, so I'm just waiting it out at this point.

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Sorry - I am keeping my fingers crossed for you...

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Sticky vibes!!!! Hopefully it's just the normal spotting during pregnancy!!

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Sad I'm sorry hun..

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I just wanted to send sticky vibes. I've had bleeding (heavy and red) during two pregnancies. The first ended in m/c, so I spent the entire next pregnancy a nervous wreck... But that one ended with my healthy little boy. Smile Believe me, I know it doesn't provide much comfort while you're in the situation, but just know that it really can go both ways. Wishing you the best!

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So sorry Sad Sticky vibes!

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I'm so sorry....I'm sending lots of sticky vibes your way!!!! :bigarmhug:

Jean

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I am so sorry.

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I am so sorry you are going through this. Try to rest as much as you can and make sure you drink enough fluids and keep us posted.

I'm thinking of you x

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I am so sorry. Really hoping it's just spotting and everything's okay. {{{HUGS}}}

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Thanks so much for the support ladies! I waited all day Friday for the results from my blood work, but they never came. :confused: I still am spotting, but it continues to be brown and only when I wipe. I did have some nausea today along with heartburn and occasional sore boobs, but I am taking those as hopefully positive signs. I know it is still way to early to know, but I am hoping my blood results will give me some kind of indication which way this is going to go, so I am able to prepare myself. I go back and forth with being elated that I am pregnant (when I feel that I am) and crying hysterically when I think of what might come (maybe me being so emotional is a good sign?). I have an appointment for an ultrasound on November 16th and I will be 7 weeks that day. As long as my blood work comes back ok, do you think it is reasonable to ask to bump it up to the end of next week. Is that too early? I know the longer I wait the more chance I have at actually seeing something. It is so hard when all you want is just to know. I hope everyone else is doing well!

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As hard as it is to wait, I'd hold off on the u/s. If you bump it up you'll barely be 6 weeks and it may be too early to see a heartbeat, which will only stress you out more. The fact that it is still just spotting is a good sign along with the fact that you are still having symptoms. I would call all day tomorrow until they give you your results. To them, it's just another test result. To you, it's everything. I wish they would be more considerate and realize how much those results mean to someone. Keeping my fingers crossed you get good news tomorrow!

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OMG - you must be so anxious waiting all weekend for the results....
I think the signs you mentioned sounded positive to me...just keep resting and try to be positive, stress is no good for you (I know its hard)...
I have my fingers crossed for you!

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That stinks that they didn't get the bloodwork results back to you. Making you wait all weekend is just not right. I hope that you get GOOD news from them tomorrow. Still sending you lots of sticky vibes!

Jean

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Hoping for GOOD NEWS tomorrow for you! And that stinks that they didn't call you with the results. Definitely call them first thing in the a.m.!

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So sorry you are going through this! Sending lots of {{{{{{{sticky vibes }}}}}} your way. I hope to see some good news today on here.

Joined: 10/22/11
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Well it is official ladies...I'm out. Sad My levels were way below what they should be and I have started bleeding heavier than just spotting. Thank you so much for all the support and I will be so excited to see how each of you progress in your journey. Hopefully we can jump right back on the horse and try for next month. God works in mysterious ways and there has to be a reason this is happening. I am so blessed to have my perfect and healthy son and I will just make sure I hug him a little longer tonight. Take care!

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I am so sorry. :bigarmhug:

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I'm so sorry! Sad :bigarmhug:

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:lurk:

I'm so sorry. I've been there and I know how much it sucks - you're not alone. Take good care of yourself in the days ahead.

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I am so sorry ((((HUGS)))

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I'm so sorry. {{{HUGS}}}

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