Just came back from my Xmas trip with my parents and in-laws. Two days before travelling back, I noticed small amounts of blood when I went to the bathroom. I went to see my doctor yesterday, had an ultrasound. There's no 11-week baby there, no heartbeat. I just don't have the capacity right now to go into detail. I fear my daughter will never have the sibling she wants so much, as it took so long for me to conceive this one, so this is very upsetting.... If you ever have a miscarriage yourself, and you have multiple children or are young enough to get pregnant again, remember how lucky you are.
So this is just to let you know that I will no longer be posting in this forum. Good luck to you in your pregnancy, and have wonderful, healthy babies come July!