I was much happier yesterday when I decided NOT to test. I didn't think that testing too early would make me more depressed but apparently it did. It's weird. Anyway, I was in a much better mood yesterday and had a really good day. I decided I just couldn't take the emotional ups and downs so I was going to wait and see if I missed AF and just ignore it. Well....I got up nauseated yesterday and was nauseated for a while last night. This morning I wasn't nauseated when I first woke up but I fell asleep a lot earlier than usual last night and could barely wake up this morning. Pretty sure I never fully woke up today. I did nothing but yawn and fight to keep my eyes open even when I was walking around teaching and interacting with the kids. Thank goodness they're a handful or I'd be asleep at my desk.
Anyway, on top of the being sleepy I got pretty nauseated for a while this morning after I'd be up a while...but so much worse than the nausea was the hunger. I was hungry every two hours all day long no matter how much I ate. And it wasn't just a munchies, rainy day kind of hungry, my stomach felt like it was eating itself and was growling SO loud. I was definitely not the only person who heard it. It was crazy! I also peed 10 times in 6 hours. I might pee twice maybe three times while I'm at work because I don't have time to go for one and because I just don't have to go that much. In fact, today I didn't drink caffeine and I tried to dehydrate myself so I wouldn't have to pee so much. Thank goodness for the aides that were there because I had to pee so many times it was insane. And that was with barely drinking any water at all and not taking any medications or anything that might affect it. This did not happen yesterday.
I also noticed my boobs were hurting this morning when I lifted up my arms. I was gesturing about something and that alone hurt them and TMI but my nipples are so sensitive I can't stand the shower water to hit them. It's the pressure not the temp. and they're really red and raw looking like they've taken a beating. Haha. Honestly, I'm trying not to get my hopes up but I'll be REALLY confused after all of this if I'm not pregnant. I've never experienced any of this stuff before all at once like this.
I also caved and took an IC test this afternoon which is stupid because it's not FMU but I'm 13DPO so I thought I'd see what happened...looks like there's a faint line...maybe not as faint as the one I thought I saw at 11DPO. I have two answers and I think I might take one tomorrow morning and then if I don't get AF Sunday take one Monday morning. This is all such a whirlwind...I don't get it!
What do you ladies think?