Woke up at 5:30 and tested. BFN Went back to bed and cried. I'm only 9dpo but I tested pos at this point with my last 2. I'm just feeling really discouraged and feel like a bfn is salt on the wound. I really hoped we'd get a baby out of such a hard, sad time. That's what helped get me through the week of my Grandma's funeral. Has anyone else gotten BFP's early with one preg and not another?