Well, I got news this morning that my grandma passed away during the night. It's bee n a very emotional day. We will be leaving tomorrow for the funeral which is Friday. It's about 10 hours away. The thing is, I'm supposed to O on Saturday and not sure if we'll have a chance to get any alone time while we're there Part of me feels selfish for thinking about ttc while we're there but I really wanted to start trying this month. A July baby would be so great because the kids would be out of school and my in-laws could come down to help out. I'm just so ready to be pregnant. I actually wanted to start trying last month but DH wasn't quite ready. My grandma adored my boys and I know she'd be thrilled for me to have another. Anyway, I guess we'll just see what happens and pray things work out!