I know there is still a chance I'm pregnant but I'm pretty sure I'm not. I've had two BFN's and AF is due tomorrow and I'm bloated and cramping today. I feel like AF is on the way soon and I'll be moving on to July.
I was really hoping that June would be our month so I would have the summer off with the baby. I am a SAHM but in August I will start going to a new college. Right now I do all my work online, but in August I will be going on campus. So now I have to decide whether I want to put off school or not stay home with the baby as long as I would like.
With DD I was home for eight weeks and then she came to work with me at an in home daycare. I was with her all day everyday. I became a SAHM when she was 11 months old. I'm not sure that I will be able to leave a baby that is only a month old at home with my husband or in a daycare while I'm at school for hours, especially because I want to BF, and having worked in a daycare I'm terrified of putting my kids in them. I've heard so many horror stories and worked for a woman who would leave me alone with up to 12 children under 5 and most of the parents had no idea.