I have a suspicion I might be pregnant....haven't tested yet as I have a history of fear of pregnancy tests. It took 3 years to conceive my first child, who is now 4, going on 5....and it was a quick conception for my daughter, who is 2 going on 3 (both January babies). I have been wanting #3 for a little while now, but hubby is not on board with it. We use condoms although were a bit slipshod last month, and I am now about 4 days late for my AF, which I'm fairly regular with. No symptoms but I didn't have symptoms for my other pregnancies either.
I am very nervous and apprehensive...I would definitely welcome a new baby just concerns with how my hubby will receive the news...he has practical concerns like financial (my job at the moment is unstable), space since we have a 3 bedroom house (not a big deal in my mind, kids can share rooms) and also just enjoying the fact that we are pretty much done with the baby stage and is looking forward to having a good time with our awesome little family as it is right now. I have concerns too, how a new baby would affect my two right now, the time I would have to give them, the level of involvement I have in their lives now and how that would change (in terms of the fact that I volunteer regularly in my son's school and my daughter's preschool). But that longing for another baby has been there too. The strength of it comes and goes but it is always there, at least a little.
Anyhow sorry to go on and on and I know I just need to test already but thank you for letting me get this all out!!