It's really bugging me. I can't figure out what it is, but something doesn't seem right.
I mean, that test was clearly the darkest line ever. And AF is nowhere to be found.
But I just don't feel pregnant. And in the past, I KNEW I was pregnant within days of ovulation, even though we've never actively TRIED to get pregnant. I felt it immediately. I felt sick. I felt exhausted. I felt every symptom in the book.
But right now? I only have breast pain on one side in an isolated spot, not all over. I WAS exhausted until I got my thryoid meds refilled and now I feel GREAT again, so that was just my thyroid. Going by my estimated ovulation date, I think i am 7w1d today (but won't be 7 weeks until Sunday going by last AF, so it depends on how you calculate it). I've never made it to 7 weeks without puking my guts out before. With Tori, it started at 3 weeks (no joke, I knew for sure at 3 weeks when I kept puking but wasn't actually sick). With Lucas I started on exactly 7 weeks. But I fought it for a week before that.
I am not naseous at all. It's just so weird. I know usually differences in pregnancies are attributed to "well maybe it's a boy this time" or whatever but I have one of each so it's not that!
I guess maybe I'm super paranoid. I've read that certain cancers can cause a positive pregnancy test and I lost one of my dearest, dearest friends to cancer a few months ago and I'm still pretty shook up over it. And you know how it goes--once that happens to someone you love, every little twinge, cramp or bruise has you worried that you are next. I realize it's crazy, but I'm still totally freaked out.
Anyway, I know that everything is probably just fine and maybe for once I'm being blessed with a pregnancy I can actually FUNCTION through. I just needed to get it all out!