Sitting in a coffee shop eating breakfast while my kids are with the nanny. This is transition day #1 with the nanny (which is why I'm eating breakfast out, I couldn't get my breakfast in time!) and while the handoff went well I'm still sad. My baby is with someone else all day long. I'm going to miss him so much! I'm glad DD is with him but I want to be there too.
I go back to work in less than 2 weeks (august 2). How did we get here so fast?! I so wish I could manage staying home with them for a couple more years but unless we move that's not an option - and I love my neighbourhood too much to move (plus a bunch of other reasons).
Anyways, the nanny is here today and Thursday then again Monday/Wednesday/Friday next week. I have lots to do to keep busy but my heart is aching a little right now.