The plan is no more babies for at least 4 years. It has to be that way because we just couldn't cope with DH having ME, and me doing a PHD, and us doing full time childcare ourselves.... just no way would we survive it! DH is not fully on board with ever having another, though he wavers occasionally. I definitely want more!
I'm still breastfeeding frequently, and no periods yet, so shouldn't that control the hormones a bit? I was doing a clear out of toys today, things Ivor won't play with again because he's gone beyond the stage for them, and when I picked up my breastfeeding pillow I almost cried at the thought of letting it go :confused: We've not used it in ages as he's about twice the size of the pillow now. I suppose it is just imbued with good memories, but it made me REALLY sad just thinking of not keeping it. I don't feel at all attached to the other toys and they will go apart from a few beautiful wooden ones, and I have kept some clothes, but not all of them.
He has changed so much in the last few weeks and really seems to be growing up into a little boy. It's lovely, and I definitely wouldn't want another baby at the moment, I'm enjoying him so much and don't want any distractions from him. Yet all of a sudden, something inside seems to disagree. Is anyone else having this?