So I only breastfed Adrian for 2 months. And it wasnt even exclusively. I tried to get my supply up naturally by pumping & BFing more, I didnt want to take anything for it. But I just feel so bad that I couldnt exclusively BF. I really wanted to, I was SO set on completely breastfeeding for at least 6 months, like I was so positive, but it just didnt work that way, and I feel terrible. But I just feel like I didnt KNOW enough about it to be good at it and keep my supply high enough for him to survive on... I am just sad that it didnt work out. And now I feel like I didnt try hard enough.
But here's my question... Now I am very determined to try even harder to BF my 2nd 3rd etc for longer, and now that I know how it works, I feel it will work out better. BUT, I kinda feel bad. Like I feel bad for thinking about BFing my next babies more than Adrian Like it's not fair to him. What do you think? Has this happened to any of you? I'm just so stuck, I almost want to make it even and just bf for 2 months again! Even though thats just dumb.