I really wish I was normal, and could have normal term pregnancies. I got checked on Thurs and his head is really low, I'm 1cm but with a very very soft cervix. She was kinda shocked with how soft it was. She said any little thing can set off labor now and since I have so many contractions already she really wants me to watch what I do. She said I will probably go at the end of may/first of June. I really want to make it to June, one of my biggest fears is a nicu baby. We don't have a nicu here and baby would have to be airlifted to a hospital an hour away. I also room in with my babies and don't want to be separated from him at all. I contract all day and I am getting so tired of them! I can still talk through them, and although it is difficult I can usually walk although slowly but they are definitely not painless. You can even see them! My stomach gets totally lopsided since baby is mostly on my right side, DH just has to look and knows what's going on. Thanks for letting me vent ladies, I needed it.