So I went to the doc today to have something looked at on DD, nut while I was there, since he's the same guy I have been seeing, I asked him about when they might look for a heartbeat with the Doppler. I told him I'll be 9 weeks tomorrow. He said it's early but he was willing to try. Well, no luck, couldn't find it. You'd think this would upset me, but for some reason the fact that he tried meant (in my head) that there was really something to look for- so even though I didn't hear the heartbeat, I now feel better anyway!!! Weird, right??? So I'm still just going back on three weeks for the ultrasound...but for some reason I feel just a little more at peace now. Which I realize totally doesn't make sense!!!