Yesterday was a rough day for me. I have been stressing so much about money, school, and basically how I'm going to juggle everything once this baby is born, and I basically just exploded with emotion last night and cried for a good two hours after we got an unexpected bill in the mail. DH was great and reassured me that everything will work out just fine. Well last night I had a great dream about the new baby, and I remember very vividly breastfeeding him (it was a boy this time) which is my favorite part of having a new baby. I woke up with so many good feelings about having this baby... I wonder if that dream was my rational brain reminding my crazy of all the good feelings a new baby can bring. I feel like its helping me bond more with this baby, when before it had been a bit of a struggle because I'm so preoccupied with other things. Anyways, I woke up with a more calm outlook on things and am starting to really look forward to meeting this little baby in June!