Not really. But I want to.
The first three weeks of breast feeding went great. But the past week has been terrible. Rose-Lynn wants to nurse all the time but is fussy, crying and wont latch. Or eats for a few minutes and lets go to fuss more. It's like cranky cluster feeding. Its REALLY frustrating when Im in public or people are visiting and Im trying to be discreet. It is REALLY frustrating when I just want to feed her in the middle of the night.
Im not sleeping, Im not feeling successful, and Im not enjoying it. I hope this passes soon and perseverance pays off, but seriously, if this keeps up I dont know how long I will last.
(Plus, I hate the leaking. And, if I may confess, I yelled at my DH yesterday for kissing and hugging me too much. In fact, I yelled "DO I LOOK TOUCH DEPRIVED TO YOU?!" As the baby stays almost permanent latched to my body.)
Maybe Im just not cut out for breastfeeding. I only lasted 3 months with my son and it appears as if Im on an even worse track for Rose-Lynn.
OK, MY whine session is done.