I'm having a really rough morning. It's really the first time I have been reduced to tears over this process. I took a test this morning--Negative. I'm sure it's accurate. I have 2 days until AF is due, but I know my body. I think the stress of 8 months, looking at month number 9, having spent a few days with my sister and her beautiful new daughter....and the fact that there's *nothing* wrong with me or my husband, and yet, I still can't get pregnant.....it's just all too much. And while I am SO happy for the ladies on these boards as they get their BFP's, I can't help that little voice in my head that says "this is so unfair" as people come and go. So, I'll be around, but going into lurker mode for a while. Emotionally, right now, I just can't take it anymore.