OK, this is the last thread I will start today, I promise! So, up until today, I have been more stunned than anything, and was even surprised by some ambivalent feelings. I have heard other women talk about feeling sad for their first child when they get pregnant again, and I always thought that was odd, like obviously your love grows to include both kids, it's not like you have to spread it thinner, but I get it now. I came out of the bathroom BFP in hand to my little boy in his jammies looking up at me with his big brown eyes and my first emotion was just sad for him. He has been my BABY BOY for so long, how do I explain to him that he now has to share his mommy with someone else? I was also worried about it financially, and June and July are DH's busiest times at work, and I worried about that, and the house we are in now is kind of a dump IMO (not really, but it's old and dusty, and there are mice and the landlords didn't exactly scrub it before we moved in) and I worried about bringing a new baby into this place (we just signed a lease to move into an awesome new house yesterday, it was perfect timing! So that worry is gone). And my mind instantly went to thinking about that now that this baby is IN, it is going to have to come OUT :eek: I just surprised myself by being more shocked and ambivalent and worried than I had imagined I would be. Today I am finally getting excited about it! The worries are dissipating and I am finally starting to feel just happy about it.