Pain got strong enough again last evening/night for a good 6-7 hours that I thought for sure I wouldn't get through the night. Then I took a shower and things calmed down a bit. I fell asleep and slept on and off all night. Now they are picking up again but seriously, I no longer have any hope that this kid is coming out despite all this uterus activity. I'm going to end up induced at 42 weeks. I've had the most miserable pregnancy so hey why not make it last on and on and on?
I've tried so hard for so long to keep my spirits up despite feeling so cruddy. Especially with Jon and the kids. But I can't even talk to them without snapping or yelling right now. I'm still super nauseous all the time, too. This is just not ok anymore.
Sprry... I know end of pregnancy isn't fun for anyone and we are all (or were ) dealing with aches and pains. I just needed to let out a little cyber-scream of frustration!
now I'm headed to church to teach a class of 20 three year olds and I don't have assistants other than Jon. So I'm kinda praying the stress of that finally pushes me over the edge.