I feel like such a bad mom this weekend. I have been very hormonal (mostly yesterday) and snapped on DD a couple times. The worse was when I was trying to put her for a late nap yesterday after a birthday party and she wouldn't give me her candy necklace (party treat). Every time I got one of her hands off she grabbed it with the other. Instead of being rational I cracked and tore the thing out of her hand...breaking it. I immediately felt like poop...and was almost in tears. I later cried about it for a good part of her nap time. Yesterday was just wrong wrong wrong. I cried for the first time in front of her too. She kept asking me what was wrong. I was just so emotional. Today is a bit better but I still feel badly for yesterday.
The other thing I feel terrible about is that it really bugs me when baby moves! How ridiculous is that? I loved it when DD moved...but right now I feel so busy and when baby moves around and makes me feel uncomfortable I just wish he/she would just go back to sleep. Then I feel badly for feeling that way. I'm not sure why I feel like this...it's odd. Perhaps because I'm so focused on DD and when I was pregnant with her I was focused on being pg?
Sigh...ya, so this weekend has been a bit of a write off.