I don't know how much more I can take right now! those I have on facebook might have seen my recent post about friends needing prayer. so let me go back to Friday. good friend/coworker on Friday (actually 3am sat) had to have emergency surgery. she's had issues with cysts (masses?) in the past and they have not been able to get them under control. (One of hte last ones she had was the size of a grapefruit. she has gotten preg and cannot carry past 11 weeks. she was abused as a teenager and she has so much damage they gave her no chances of getting preg, but when she did they knew it was going to end in miscarriage. she has been preg a total of 3 times all of which resulted in miscarriage. they ahve been trying to get her to have a partial hystorectomy for over a year now. She has refused bc she doesnt want her abusers to be the cause of her not having kids. I have tried to get her to understand if she one day does it doesnt matter bc her health is getting so bad bc of it she won't be able to care for htem. She's always considered adoption. but wants to have children of her own. (drs gave a 2% chance of this) she finally said the other day that if this last surgery was deemed unsuccessful she will give in to a parital hysterectomy. My heart breaks for her but she needs her health. she's made the decision, she's just not at peace with it.
Saturday one of our best friends father had a stroke. he is still not awake and they jsut today were able to get his heartrate down.
Sunday- found out a friend of mine has tumors in her lungs, liver and adrenal glands. She's at the hospital and her kids are unaware of waht is goign on. she's scared to death (with good reason) this all came up over a 2 week time frame. Then yesterday she finds out that sometime over hte last 2 days her house was broken into.
Today- a friend of mine hwo has a little boy that has all kinds of health problems (he's anemic, has a rare disorder where his brain was coming through where his spine is) he's had tons of surgeries including brain surgery and he's only 4. (if I remember his age correctly) This family has been through heck. Then I find out today that her little girl (first grader) had a mole removed that had cancerous cells in it. My heart is breaking for this family. I could seriously go curl on the couch and cry for hours at this point. I can't imagine. I honestly hope nothign else goes bad before Christmas bc I dont know if I can handle it. (because on top of all of this DS is being AWFUL to me. mean, throwing things, refusing to get ready in the morning etc. terrible twos have nothing compared to his terrifying threes! )
Im sorry ladies I just needed to vent and get it off my chest to see if htat would help.