and I did because I couldnt control it. I feel like such a horrible parent tonight because I have no idea who this child is that we have here at home. I don't know if its the lack of sleep over hte last months catching up, the inconsistancy Mom-Mom liked to instill this past weekend while we were there (and then have the friggin nerve to tell ME I was inconsistant!) or if he's getting sick. BUT the child we had with us tonight is not the boy we raised! and mommy had a breakdown. (to the point I almost sat on the floor in a restaurant bathroom and cried. eww.. didn't but almost did) and is still borderline tears now. DS has gotten to the point where he growls at us if he doesnt get his way/something he wants or jsut doesnt like our answer) tonight he went into a psychotic screaming fit on the way home (afer having to leave the restaurant because his behavior was SO bad) becasue we left his drink (in the restauarnt cup) on the table and someone was going to "take it" ....... this went on off and on (between just reg crying) the whole way home with a random sweet calm normal DS telling me about the dogs in the airbud movie (tht I had no clue he's even seen) and then a min later back to "evil" child screaming. I love DS to death, but I have no clue who that child was in our car on the way home! If we had waited to this point to ahve another one... I honestly don't know if we would be! Has anyone else had horrendous 3's??? I am praying when he turns 4 it gets better? Wonder if we could get the Nanny (from that tv show) to come and straighten him out ? Hoping he sleeps in his own bed all night tonight because mommy needs sleep! (bc I know htat's not helping my patience!) posting simply so I can get this out before I try to sleep since that's not looking too promising as it is.