Obsess with me? *updated Monday*
10/8 - Well, I took another FRER with FMU this morning and it has a faint line, definitely visible (even by DH) in person and it appeared right away and stayed the whole time..... I am really scared and worried it is or was a chemical or possibly something else wrong, but am I crazy to hope it could just be a late bloomer with a super light start? If I'm being honest, it really is darker than the last FRER, but I don't know about "double" the amount of darkness from yesterday. Have any squinters ever had something start out so small and go on to be a healthy pregnancy and baby?
10/7 evening: Punch me in the face! 3rd type of test and all I managed was a 2 hr hold.... I see just a barely there smidge. Now I am starting to think all tests have these smidge/smudges and I'm just willing to see something? That or a chemical...then again I am "early" by some standards I guess. Tomorrow AM, I'll use my FRER....
(don't mind my pee...) This is at about 6 mins.
UPDATE 10/7: Woke up an hour earlier than normal time probably because I had to pee and was excited. Slept 7 hours straight while holding after very minimal water intake in the evening, which is difficult for me. Used restroom, sped to Walmart and got a FRER (back within 20 mins..) Came home, dipped the EPT and a FRER. The EPT was a little darker than this one from yesterday. Definitely a cross, but the FRER, not so much. I can somewhat make out the slightest tinge of a line "in the right light, certain angles" etc., (FRER pic #2??) but here they are anyway.
So, basically BFN. I know I'm not out 'til AF comes...but temp did drop today. I wonder if it wouldn't have had I woken up at my normal time?
My boobs are on fire. If I have no or hardly any hcg in system, I just can't imagine I would have this many symptoms, which makes me think it just must be AF, but I will never forget this crazy cycle lol
I HATE BLUE DYE!!!!! I did not take a pic of the new EPT...not sure why but I forgot within the time limit lol
Soooo...Dh is working like always during the weekend (he's a chef.)
All I had left was a dreaded blue dye test, but let's face it... I'm weak. I'm desperate. I took it after a 1.5 hr hold and omg this is all within 3-8 mins.....please tell me this is the beginning of something? I'm hoping and praying it's something... never had even a super duper squinter that was not a pregnancy.
(If you don't know how to read these, it should be going the same direction as the dark blue line to create a + in the circle window.)