Seriously, why? It's like everyone else gets to say "I knew baby was coming when contractions got to 10 minutes apart for two straight hours". but me? I've been as close as every THREE minutes for six freaking hours and I'm still pregnant. I lost my plug weeks ago. Ive been dilated to 4 for WEEKS. I'm so angry with my body right now. I'm really just at the point of "it's not fair!" I didn't want to be induced or even have any help at all getting things going. I'm angry that I'm having my water broken Monday but at the same time Monday is day flipping 35 of painful and strong contractions so I give up. I can't live like this anymore. I know it's the best choice and the right choice in this situation but I'm still pissed off about it.
Thats all. I needed to rant.