Im sure most of you have already made your first OBGYN appointment, but im sooo freaking nervous to the point i feel massive anxiety thinking about it. I refuse to make an appointment to check my numbers i really dont want to know if they arent doubling and worry myself about it. I honestly dont even want to be seen until im after 8 weeks i want to go in and know there is no chance in hearing maybe your just to early. I wasnt seen until 11 weeks with DS and at first i was so upset but then i realized how wonderful it was to see him already that big
With my m/c i went in 7w3 days and had already been spotting for almost a week so when i got an ultrasound and they only saw a sac and no baby i knew something was wrong. the dr said well maybe your wrong on your dates and i know i wasnt since i had been charting etc. i really need these 4 weeks to speed up so i can just feel good. I am feeling alot more positive about this pregnancy than my 2nd i just knew right from the beginning something didnt feel right.
i know they say my chances of having another blighted ovum is low but it just makes me scared