When your doctor asks you if you are ready to consider putting in a line for fluids, calories and meds, you suddenly realize you are really sick. I know I haven't felt good but I've been pushing through. Making myself coach my basketball team and teach at church and drive my kids to all their activities and try to do housework. I have tried to tell myself I'm just pregnant, suck it up. I think today is the first time I've had to admit I'm beyond "suck it up". Sigh. Bordering on dehydration and calories are getting to be a concern.
I sobbed all the way home. I'm supposed to travel next week and I'm so run down, I just don't want to. I'm scared if I'm sick enough on the way there, I won't want to drive back. I just don't know what to do.