Last month I had that BFP followed by BFN followed by AF. Since then we've been using condoms b/c DH said he's not ready yet. Well.... I'm guessing by the back pain and crankiness that AF should be here sometime this week but I sitll have this overwhelming urge to POAS. What if? What if that wasn't a real AF and just some bleeding and I have an 8 week old baby in my belly??? My pants have been tight lately.... I'm sure that has nothing to do with how I'm not working out or eating expecially healthy and everything to do with a miracle child that broke through laytex. ;( ok so probably not. but a girl can dream can't she?