So please don't think bad of me in any way about this post, I feel awful about it. DH and I really thought it was the right time to have a baby, we tried, and we got a BFP! I was so happy I cried when I took the test. But lately I have been feeling so guilty that I'm pg! Over the past month, Miles has developed verbally, and being so damn cute and lovable, I feel so guilty bringing another LO into the picture. Is this normal?? Am I a bad person feeling this way? Last night I told DH how I was feeling and his answer was "Well you wanted a baby, I was happy with Butters (Miles)"....UMMM so did you a**! Why would you agree to something like that if you really didn't want another one! It's not like agreeing to a piece of furniture that I really like! I'm pretty sure he's happy about another baby, he's been saying he wants a little girl, and I am really happy too. I think I've been really detached this pg because I am trying not to get my hopes up because I am super afraid of a m/c, even though nothing went wrong with DS and haven't had problems yet. Again don't get me wrong, I am happy I'm pg, I do want a healthy baby, and a brother or sis for Miles, I just don't know if we should have waited, or if I'm just freaking out I am having another LO?!? I'm sorry it's kinda jumbled and I'm rambling, I just don't know who else to talk to about all this.