You're the only ones I think can relate to how I am feeling, so here goes!
I just found out today that (I'm pretty sure) I'm expecting #5. OMG it's so overwhelming to think of 5. All the others are 6 and under. People have been asking me every time they see I have if I am stopping or if I plan to have more. People count them...and 4 is not 'THAT' many. I guess I don't care so much about them, but the real problem is I am freaking out to tell my mom.
I am sure I'll be alright but right now this is feeling kind of overwhelming and I'm not sure I'm ever going to tell my mom..I wish anyway. I'm not sure she's going to come and help and I don't need her to. Last month she was joking because we just finished our van lease and got a new van and she asked if we got a 16 passenger. I said no, she said another kid and you will have too. Comments like these make me feel like not telling her. I know she's going to be upset about it. I know she's going to be dramatic about it. Every month or so she asks me if I started birth control pills. I feel like telling her to mind her own business and to that she'll say then that's what I will do when you give birth too. She's kind of snarky like this.
Anyway I can type all night. I'm sure you all have some idea how I feel. Can you help me...please someone? Thank you so much in advance.