So today I found out my nan has ovarian cancer She means soooo much to me, my heart is breaking. We don't know how far along it is or anything yet, she has the scan next week but knowing my nan she has probably been sitting on this for a while, she has been suffering from fluid on the stomach and has been losing a lot of weight. I feel awful I want to be there for her and for my family. Like my friend said, we like to think our grans are invincible. She is the one I talk to for hours on end, I talk to her more than I talk to my mum (I talk to my mum a lot). I want my husband back so I can have a cuddle and be made to feel better, I can't lose my husband and my nan, I just can't I mean I've already lost him - I don't know who this person is who is here right now but I just want him back, the kind, loving, caring guy I married. What has happened???????