I seems for the the last 2 years it has always come down to this, this is why I do not like joining a board. I and now going through loss #6, I had my sonogram this mornig to check for placement and its ectopic. Tomorrow I will be getting my methrotrexate shot to end this. It seems as if its just not in the cards for me right now to have another baby. I said if I lost this one this would be it, so Im not going to rush into anything. I cant get pregnant for 3-4 months after the shot anyway, Im just going to do some thinking to see where do I go from here. My Re thinks he fixed my problems and that now Im just having bad luck, but really how much should one person take. How many losses do it take to finally say ok Im comfortable with finally moving on. All my family and friends are telling me to be happy with the 4 I have, but my arms still yearn for one more. Sometimes I just want off of this merry go round. Anyway I wish all of you the best. Dont turn off yall siggys.