Now that I know officially that we're able to TTC again and that I could actually be in this BB I can't stop thinking about it! It's only been a few hours since I got the good news from the doc and I'm so excited to try again I'm going nuts. I keep looking at my old pregnancy tests and trying to imagine what it would be like to get a BFP again. I'm already trying to plan ahead and think about what hospital I want to deliver at and whether or not I'll want an early u/s. Ugh. I'm getting way too ahead of myself since I'm not even pregnant yet. This is insane. At least the doc is super optimistic for the first cycle back on fertility drugs...I need to do something else for a while and get my mind off of this. Lol.
I know what you mean Leah I am totally consumed with baby thoughts. It's crazy. I've already picked out everything I want for this baby and know exactly what we need to budget/save to get it while I am pg. I know I shouldn't be planning all of this because we don't know if we can even have another baby, but I have to do something with all this baby fever kwim?
I'm so happy for you that you can start trying again. I will keep everything I can crossed for you that this is your month
I can imagine how excited you are after all the waiting you had to do! I am already planning things in my head too when I'll go for my first appt, when Ill be at the point when we lost Noah which will also be the start of the 2nd tri, when my 3rd tri starts, my edd of course, etc. We already have names too. I am trying not to get too hopeful but its hard. I know you are supposed to be more fertile after a m/c. Its all in God's hands now we've done all we can and now we wait.
It's making me nuts ladies! It's all I can think about! Lol. We're having some issues lately with my BIL and SIL who have a little girl. And we LOVE our niece so much but they live 6 hours away, and they're getting to the point they won't even let us come visit which just breaks our hearts. And I just keep thinking it'll be easier when we have our own and so I keep thinking about it. BIL would love for us to visit I'm sure but SIL can be a brat sometimes. Everything comes so easy to her. No problems getting pregnant, perfect pregnancy, plenty of money, doesn't have to work...etc etc. Plus she's a lot younger than me. I'm about to rant but anyway, she doesn't like being closer to her husband's family so she gets all involved in her own life and gets mad at him if he wants to change their plans so we can visit. I feel like our little niece won't know us. She's a year and a half now and we haven't seen here since she was about 9 months. Sigh...I just hope this kind of thing gets easier when we have our own little one.
Leah that sucks! I'm sorry your SIL is such a brat. I'm sure that you and dh are great aunt/uncle's and that your neice is lucky to have you. Maybe you guys could plan to meet up for a fun day at a waterpark or something? Would your SIL be open to that? I can totally understand why this situation makes you want to be pg so much more.
Thanks ladies! I wish that we could meet up somewhere to see our niece but she lives 6 hours away. That's what's so hard about this. We're offering to go out of our way and drive 6 hours to see her and they still aren't helping to make it happen. I know it's not easy to travel with a toddler and I also understand wanting to be close to home when you have children so I can understand her not wanting to come here or it being difficult. She always talks about how she hopes we can come visit especially when it's warm so we can take advantage of their salt water pool, etc etc. But it seems every time we want to visit it just doesn't happen. I should just sick my MIL on her. Lol. She'll stay on them until they give just to get a break. Haha.