It was another BFN again today. On 3 different tests lol I bought some Answer brand ones just to see if the FRERs were duds and then I did an IC as well. The IC I know is 20 mIu at least and I think the Answer is 25 and I know FRER doesn't publish theirs but I think it's rumored to be even lower than those. So if I was pg one of those would have had some faint line at 11 dpo seeing as how I've been feeling symptoms for 4 days now. My dh thinks the symptoms are all in my head that I'm convincing myself I'm nauseous, fatigued, etc. IDK how I'm possibly doing this bc I have really felt sick to my stomach to the point of gagging several times but he must be right. I'm sad I really wanted tto give him a BFP for Fathers Day. I really thought I had done it too. Even when I O'd I had spotting and mt MW says that's as fertile as you get especially since its my first real cycle after my Noah's loss. But after I stared at the indent line on the Answer test for 5 minutes trying to make it have color I wondered why on earth I was doing this to myself. It's not the end of the world if I'm not pg this cycle. It feels like it now if I'm being honest but it's not. I know I'm not technically out til the witch shows but I'm sure it's not happening this go round so I'm done wasting tests. Best of Luck to everyone else I can't wait to see those BFPs rolling in from you guys!!!