I'm stressed out about starting my new job (excited too) but i'ts something new to me... leaving my kids and getting a babysitter on the days they are off school etc... so it's also depressing me. I have to travel next weekend with them and i don't know anyone yet so that's stressing me out too. I have my ultrasound on the 2nd to see the heartbeat and i'm worred that if it's bad i'm gonna be all depressed and travel with them the next day and i can't even tell anyone why i'll be sad. I know there is nothing any of you can do i just wanted to tell someone how i'm feeling and to see if this has ever happened to any of you. i've never been depressed before because of stress. I mean, i don't even want to get out of bed in the morning... i want to just lay there so i don't have to start the day :(

