Wes and I have known for quite some time that we want a 2nd baby, I can't imagine not experiencing pregnancy again and want Kaylin to have a sibling to grow up with. Wes told me last night that he is ready to start trying and I really thought I was as well. But I am having anxiety...like nervous that somehow we're going to ruin Kay's toddler years by adding in another baby so soon. She's at the stage now that she is so loving and saying the funniest things, and so interactive with us. We're in a great schedule, it's easy to do just about anything without pre-planning. And a huge thing...she is finally sleeping ALL NIGHT LONG. She is incredibly attached to me, as she always has been. When I pick her up from daycare, she gets so upset if any of the other kids try to talk or touch me (there is one little girl that always gives me hugs).
Then add in, I only have two semester left of college - fall/spring. I just made Dean's List for 2011 for a stellar GPA. How will I manage finishing the last two semesters while pregnant and with a two year old? We're trying to sell our house and move closer to town, plus we need a bigger house as we've outgrown our two-bedroom that we've owned for 7 years. I really wanted a 3 year age gap, which puts us at getting pregnant in the next few months.
Am I being paranoid? Does it all just work out...is the transition from one to two easy/hard?