No seriously, I am. Ever since I've had Jake I swear my body has gone to sh*t. So I'm on another round of antibiotics, they the first round wasn't strong enough and my strep may be coming back. As for the nose, I go back to the ENT tomorrow for a rescan and to see if surgery is needed. Last week I started getting the side pain again. So seeing as I had 4 different docs and none of them had a clue what it was, I went to my OB and demaded a u/s while I was having the pain. Of course, it didn't show anything. But I did tell him I needed answers NOW. I'm tired of being in pain, I told him all my symptoms and how this is consistent with my cycle. That it gets so painful I'm doubled over and can barely talk. He said it sounds like it could be endometriosis, he said the only thing not consistent with it is my fertility. I told him not to even take that into consideration, because my Mom had a full hysterectomy at 33 because she had endo so bad it moved one of her ovaries over to the other side and she was prego 5 times. He was like, I guess ya'll are just fertile....umm yea dude, back on topic! I also discussed my bleeding issues. He (this wasn't my reg OB, but I've seen him before) said he thought it would be best to do laperscopic surgery to ck the endo and do an ablasion at the same time for the bleeding. So in the end, I need 2 surgeries probably. I have NO time off work, but I do have short term disability. I guess I'm just looking for suggestions. I've been so sick for months, need these 2 surgeries. Do you think maybe I should talk to my doctors about filing this under FMLA and being out of work for a little bit, having the surgeries and being able to recover from both? IDK what else to do, otherwise I dont know how I will take off work to recover. I've already used 108hrs of PTO this year all on sick days, not ONE day off for fun. Thanks for listening ladies, hoping the STD will work.