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    All ok? You've been a little quiet this week... unless I missed somehting?

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    I've been wondering also!


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    Hey, you're right! Where did she go anyways? She commented in the June board the other day...
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    I think she must have found a more happening party somewhere else...
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    I haven't seen her on FB either, and she hasn't updated her picture (the weekly picture she does with her belly and fruit). I hope she's okay...wish I had her phone number, I'd be blowing up her phone!
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    Kinda starting to get worried. Did she say anything about going out of town?
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    Don't think so. Sent her a PM last night but haven't heard back. Seen her name pop up below on a regular basis but just no posting. I feel like I'm stalking her but kinda worried now. Was it something we said?
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    Morning ladies... Can't say all is ok - But I can say that all is going to be ok.

    Most of you all know that I dropped my depression meds when I confirmed my pregnancy.. which has, until this point, not been an issue. This past week something happened and.. honestly speaking.. as I was driving home from work one night this past week, passing all the semi trucks, I envisioned myself swerving into the front of one of them. It hit me that I'm not as good as handling depression as I thought I was.

    Work is reallly bad right now.. really, really bad. Everything from production to quality to meeting the customer's requirements to getting product in are bad enough. But there was a video conference from our new president who was very negative in speaking about our company's merger. He specifically mentioned our division which was sobering, to say the least. Four days later a press release comes out citing the cut of over 10,000 additional jobs in the company on top of writing off over 20 BILLION dollars in bad investments over the current and next fiscal year - including cutting complete divisions.

    When you're the bread winner in the family.. have just built a home.. and find yourself pregnant, there's not much more that can worry a worry-wart.

    I've struggled for a while now with questioning why I'm having a child.. I'm not the worlds best parent to the one I already have, I don't feel.. and have other struggles with connecting with DH (which most of you already know about those issues).

    Something had to give before I gave up.. when in such a downward spiral as I was this past week, the last thing I want is to tell my story and have someone help me. I either want to do it on my own (damn head-strong Italian I am ) or give up.. I don't know what made me break but I did. DH and I have talked about depression and suicidal thoughts before and he's always stood firm that he could never understand why anyone would want to do that so I didn't think to even bring it up to him for fear of being made fun of (kinda..) but that vision of being gone from this life scared me.. Even now as I write this, I'm crying just thinking about it. That gives me hope that it will get better.. that something inside of me wants to keep living..

    That coasting through every day feeling has been taken for granted and I've not truly looked and how I'm handling life deep down inside.. I've gone from live day to day to now hour by hour.. at least until I can get a call into my Dr. I don't think it's an option any longer not to be on something.. I'm depressed and I freely admit I can't do this alone. I'm not super woman.. I'm not perfect. I'm just me and need to realize so many people love me for who I am a hell of a lot more than for what I'm not! I will make it through this.. I am strong..
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    Quote Originally Posted by sox79 View Post
    I think she must have found a more happening party somewhere else...
    Never.
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    Liliana Nicole ~ 05.13.03
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    Quote Originally Posted by babywings1 View Post
    I haven't seen her on FB either, and she hasn't updated her picture (the weekly picture she does with her belly and fruit). I hope she's okay...wish I had her phone number, I'd be blowing up her phone!
    Couldn't bring myself to touch the computer.. I hate hate hate hurting so badly but couldn't "face" people, KWIM? My # is available if you want it, mama!
    Adriana --> <-- DH, Markus
    Liliana Nicole ~ 05.13.03
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