Brown gook on TP this morning... A sign? I hope so!
Less cramping today...boo. Plan to take a walk in the stairwell at lunch today.
Today would be a great day to go have a baby and get out of work. One of our infant patients in ICU is doing really poorly (like, probably wont make it throuh the day) and I am too pregnant and emotional to handle it and his poor mommy. Physically and emotionally exhausting morning (hence my mini break to come check the boards)...
Ugh, that is horribly depressing. I wouldn't be able to do it without crying all over the place.
The brown goo sounds like a good sign!
Sean Thomas - 6/30/09 @ 7:17pm 8lb 8oz, 19", 40w5d
Calvin Michael - 2/28/11 @ 7:39pm 6lb 8oz, 18", 37w5d
Nolan Matthew - 5/1/13 @ 11:54pm 6lb 4oz, 19", 38w4d
May 26, 2010 - 7w1d
Ugh, sure enough, the baby passed in the afternoon yesterday. I have known the mom for months before the baby was born because she got a prenatal diagnosis. Her due date was May 9, one day before mine, and we both had GD ( well, I still have it cus this baby and placenta won't get OUT)... Horrible, awful day. Here I am with my baby belly as she has to let her little baby go. Makes me sick to my stomach still today... And here I am, at work, just another day at the office... Everything is draining me so much: the stress at work, that baby, the wait for my little Tatum, the fact that my parents really need to leave to go home...I'm a major downer...trying to be perky and pleasant, but it's getting hard.