So I tried to write this yesterday but the server of p.o went down or something.
So yesterday was a total bummer day for me.
I was complaining to my sister in the morning about my ex (DS's dad) because well... lets seee
Tyler= DS (Riley)'s dad
Patrick= My DH
So Lisa is having a baby. She is just about due and they don't know when the baby is going to be born. Patrick's birthday is Friday, but we are doing a party thing on Saturday at a lazer tag place (I know... we're kids haha). I asked Tyler last Saturday if we could borrow Riley from him for Pat's birthday (we switch every week and he has Riley this week.) He said that they still don't know when the baby is going to come... but the baby takes precedence over the birthday. Which I think is total bull! Step-dad birthday vs. Aunt being born. B-S!!
Anyway. So I was already upset about that and started crying. I calmed down and then when I got off the phone I got a message from Tyler trying to get Riley's SSC and Birth Certificate. He's trying to apply for a charter public school here in town. He said he was taking the stuff in tomorrow. I told him I wanted to be there. He wouldn't give me any information and we got in a huge fight. He's a big control freak and whatever... ALL THE TIME> For the last 4 years he's been difficult and awful. Anyway... So I totally felt like he was trying to take over and push me out of a big event which by law (custody agreement) he isn't allowed to.
So I had a horrible day thinking about that. And thinking about how we are going to get the money because we are going to have to go back to court because WAY too many problem are coming up and we can't ever agree on anything.
Then... last night... I talked to my sister... She told me she had bitter-sweet news. She gently told me that she's 8 weeks pregnant. I started to bawl. It's not that I'm not happy for her (and i told her this). I told her that I'm sad for me but I'm happy for her. She said she felt like a insensitive jerk. I told her no! That she isn't and that she should just be happy the whole time...
One of my biggest regrets was that I wasn't excited to be pregnant at first.
So anyway. I had to vent... And whatever.
Thanks for reading.