Looks like we've reached the end of the road
Well, I had my CD13 ultrasound today and it didn't go so well. I had no follicles that could be seen. It's possible that I O'd this morning because there was some free fluid around my ovary but it's not certain. We DTD CD10 and last night and this morning so if I did we're covered but honestly I'd be surprised if I did. I've had cramping but not like the typical O cramps. The doc also said that he saw calcifications around my left ovary and that it was too high...like it wasn't sitting in the right place leading him to believe that I do have endometriosis after all. I'm not really surprised or upset because I've been wondering this all along. He did say at my first appointment that he wondered if I had endo and that we would cross that bridge when we came to it. He said it'd probably only be stage 1 which is good but he also said I'd probably need surgery at this point. I'm not willing at all to have surgery right now. It would be my 3rd surgery in a year and that's an awful lot for anyone and even more for someone who's immune compromised. It can be downright dangerous when you're immune compromised and I got a post op infection after the last surgery so...that's just not an option right now. I do think that eventually we'll go that route but my body is completely exhausted after 7 rounds of fertility drugs and a miscarriage and a surgery in there too.
We were going to do IUI next cycle but have decided not to. We don't want to spend money on a procedure that probably won't even work considering I probably need surgery at this point. So we've decided to pursue adoption and give my body a serious break. I'm in the 2WW now so it's always possible I guess that I'll end up pregnant but I seriously doubt it. I'm totally okay with this decision though and I've been leaning in this direction the last two months anyway. Just wanted to update. I hope all of you ladies get your BFPs soon and I'm sure I'll be here stalking anyway. At least for the next two weeks if not longer. Thanks so much for your support through all of this. I couldn't have survived it without you all! :)