Time to whine some more

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Time to whine some more

Ugh. I wish there was one magical day where m/s went away, never to return. I want to be able to count down to the time when I feel better. To know that with each passing day, I'm a bit closer to feeling like my normal self again. I hate not knowing how long this could drag on.

My DH thinks I hate him. I swear I don't. But I feel sooo freaking ill all the time, that I honestly don't want to be touched. At all. By anyone. I tense up when he tries to show me any affection at all. It's mostly just because I constantly feel like I have vomit sitting right at the top of my throat just waiting to come out. I am exhausted, and EVERYTHING makes it worse. So he's taking offense and acting pissy with me, and of course I'm pissy with him for not being understanding. We've been through this twice before, you'd think he would know the drill by now.

And tomorrow, I start 11 days in a row of work. The thought of it makes me want to throat punch someone (particularly, the idiot scheduler who let it happen). Seriously... 11 days in a row is just sadistic. It especially sucks now that I have 2 hours of driving time every day too.

Woe is me. Sad

At least I *should* get to see my bean tomorrow. Smile

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Oh, AND... DH is now eating a glorious-looking cold sub made of deli meat. No freaking cold deli meat for me. F you, listeria. Nothing else sounds good to me right now.

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Pregnancies and kids can definitely take a toll on a relationship. I'm sorry DH is isn't understanding to your not feeling too good but there's not much you can do. Sad Just keep looking forward to that one day you'll be past all this, mama.

Each time I think I'm getting past it, something happens to remind me. Today's occurrence was the worst so far :oops:

I'm going to be stalking you tomorrow, seeing how your appt goes and a pic of the bean!! What time is your appt? Smile

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My appointment is at 12:15, but then I have to leave pretty much immediately for work and won't be home until 11pm, so I'll probably not get to update until Tuesday. Booo! Sad

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Aww Sad I hate m/s too! Every time DH would start to get pissy, I'd cry and apologize, even though I wasn't doing anything wrong, it'd totally guilt trip him into being a sweetheart again.

I still have morning sickness. Today hasn't been too bad (knock on wood) but usually I puke multiple times a day. Hope you feel better soon.

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Ugh, I can't believe yours is still so bad at 15+2... You're not giving me much hope, hahah. This pregnancy is pretty similar to my DS1's so far, and I was feeling a lot better by 16 weeks with him. I'd love to feel better sooner this time. Today is the worst day I've had in a while.. Thank goodness I didn't have any obligations today. I have laid on the couch in my PJ's ALL day. I've given up... I'm taking zofran and hoping I don't get anymore insane constipation. The kids are watching cartoons because I can't keep up with them otherwise.

And as much as I complain about DH, he's doing everything. Cooking for me, taking care of the kids. He went to get the groceries.

Blaaaaah.

MUST remember that greeting card that caught my eye at work one day... "Pregnancy is the happiest reason in the world for feeling like crap." LOVE it. I almost bought it for myself, lol.. That would be a first, buying a greeting card for myself, haha. Wink

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I might have to call for some zofran myself. Today was the absolute worse and I only puked twice so I know it can get worse. I am down 6 lbs so far too and I have just started the puking. Just keep swimming! Just keep swimming!

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Boo, today was my worst day too. Sad Must've been something in the air. "I think I can, I think I can..." Must keep chugging along.

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I'm so sorry that m/s is kicking your butt! Your getting so much closer to it being over soon! When does it normally end for you?
I had a couple good days but now it's back in full swing and my poor kids have no idea why I am so cranky and don't want to do anything. I don't want DH touching me either. Everytime I see him coming I walk the other way just to avoid it. It makes me sad when i see other people happy having a good time and I'm just down, sick and tired.
Just wanted to let you know your not alone and I feel for you! I can't imagine working 11 straight days! Hopefully your u/s will make it alittle easier to get through! Can't wait to hear about it!

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"blondiess4u" wrote:

I don't want DH touching me either. Everytime I see him coming I walk the other way just to avoid it. It makes me sad when i see other people happy having a good time and I'm just down, sick and tired.

Ahh, I'm so glad I'm not alone there. I wish he understood that I'm not trying to be mean or hateful or anything, but that I just really need to be left alone for a little bit when it gets this bad. I think it's hard for him to wrap his head around how terrible I feel because I've been taking the zofran, so I'm not actually vomiting. It takes away that imminent urge to vomit, but it doesn't eliminate all of that nausea. Anyway, thanks for making me feel more normal. Smile

With my DS1, I felt pretty good again at 16 weeks. I can remember feeling decent, but still not GREAT during weeks 14-15. I think it peaked at 9 weeks and sloooooowly declined after that... So theoretically, maybe I'm peaking right now, and it's all downhill from here? One can dream...