This past friday at 3pm I had my second U/S. Our bean (or smudge as he/she is now endearingly called due to u/s picture) ...anyway...our smudge has a little smudgy heartbeat that flickered on the screen. 118bpm and it's 4.8mm small lol.
TMI: but then on saturday morning DH and I dtd. I took a shower and then placed my prometrium in there so I know it didn't fall back out...
Nonetheless...that night before bed I peed and there was some red spotting blood on the TP. The second time there was nothing. 3rd potty break and there was pink tinge. the next time, again nothing. Then I placed my prometrium this morning and put a pad on like usual...went to church. potty break after church and there's red spotting blood on the pad.
My midwife is amazing...she calls me as soon as I sent her the email. I expected to hear back from her sometime on monday. She said not to worry. She said this is normal in early pregnancy...that the internal u/s and the intercourse may have busted a blood vessel as they are very swollen during this time...
I'm freaking out and DH is holding me and being strong. My midwife has an herbal supplement to prevent miscarriage that you squirt under your tongue. hold it there...then swallow. I'm heading there soon to go get this stuff. I don't care what it tastes like. This baby bean needs to stay put.
DH keeps saying that this is normal. My spotting isn't bright red, and it's just spotting...not flow. I understand what he and the midwife are saying and I know that everything can be or is all happy in my uterus...but i've lost two little ones...all i keep seeing is the tears and the pain and i'm praying this little guy or girl stays put. I'm already in love with him or her.
Idk why I'm really sharing this...i know it's probably nothing. But I would appreciate your Ts and Ps. and healthy baby vibes. stick bean stick!!! We're doing everything right! I wish i could scold him and tell him he better stay put lol
or hug him and remind him that he's loved so he needs to stay and bake for 8 more months lol.
Anyway...I'll stop my ranting novel now. I'm hoping and praying everything is ok like DH and the midwife say. I'm still nauseous and not having any cramps.