Hi there! You like how I just jump back in here like I haven't been gone for a million years?
Now that I have an iphone I hardly ever use a real computer.
Things are good! Elijah is so so so sweet...Im totally smitten. You know its funny, I worried about not being able to love another child as much as I love Audra. Of course, I do. But for me, I love them differently. I love them equally and I don't have a favorite. I just love their differences. Its hard to explain. Anyone else know what I mean?
I have successfully breastfed all this time only to develop mastitis this week and watch my supply drop and drop and drop. We've suffered through thrush a few times. I'm kinda bummed, but glad that I was able to keep it up for so long. I think I will still be able to at least do two feeding per day...so thats good.
So yeah, I think Im pregnant. We had an oops last week. And it just so happens that I had my pap the next day (yeah, I know, gross...but hey, he was suppose to pull out on time!! TMI). Anyway, she happened to mention that I was ovulating. *sigh* And while I wouldn't be thinking too much of it yet...I happen to be feeling ill yesterday and today. Super nauseous. The kind of sick that you get when your pregnant. You know, the "I can't eat anything because it will make me puke....actually, I think I could have a piece of pizza, but absolutely NOTHING else". Know what Im sayin? So, I have two tests. I will wait until Monday (12 days past conception) and if it comes back negative I will wait another week. I will absolutely die if Im pregnant again. I mean, I would be happy in some ways, but ugh. Pregnancy is just so hard on me. *sigh* We shall see. I will keep you guys posted.