I'm not doing so well- mentally or physically. My head is pounding, right low back hurts, bad heart burn, and I feel like I could throw up. Mentally I don't feel ready to have this baby. Nothing is going how I planned and I don't feel like it is time for him to be born. I'm scared of the induction drugs and the pain. I'm scared I won't know what I'm doing and I'll be a bad mom. I'm not in a very good place right now and all I want to do is cry. I'm not ready.