...that it was possible to love someone so much! I always want to hold him, kiss him, talk to him, snuggle him, feed him, etc etc etc! He has the softest hair and skin. I love getting him into just a diaper and snuggling him on my chest with a blanket over us. He's so soft and warm and he smells so good! I look at Carter and can't believe that Matt and I made something so wonderful and perfect. I am amazed and so blessed! I knew I would love him but I am in shock at how deep and consuming that love is. I can't get over it. I feel like a completely different person!